To write today...I feel a little inspired.

My life, as it stands now, is not the way I had envisioned when I was a little girl. I had wanted to be happily married to a wonderful man who loved me, wanted to care for me, and allow me to stay at home and raise our children. None of that has happened. I am soon to be divorced from a man who treated me like crap. I have no children, and I am working for a place that can't pay me. With this last said, I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. I wish I could just write and write and write, but even that I have no muse for. It is sad. I love to write, I love seeing my ideas down on paper. But in my lifetime I have started to write four books and none of them have come full circle. To have a successful novel there should be an end and right now, there is none what-so-ever to any of them! And now, I can't even finish this because there is a storm over head and I am afraid to fry my computer. Oh what a world what a world...