College?

So today I registered for college. I can't say that I am excited about it. Actually...I'm so freaking scared about it that I am afraid I am going to fuck it up. Its only one class, EDU 119 which is my credential classes for the daycare, and it is online which could be my downfall. I want to succeed at this, for once I don't want to fuck anything up. I am begging for strength, pleading to my goddess for it. I need to show everyone, including myself, that I can do this without struggle. Of course I need to decide what I am going to do for the rest of my life. Am I going to stay in the daycare and make absolutely no money? Am I going to be able to find something to do that I am going to enjoy? Goddess Help Me!!!