So today, well officially yesterday, my cousin Daniel got married. No one thought it would ever happen, but hey, never say never. I love his wife, Joey. She is wonderful. She looked a-fucking-mazing in her wedding gown. I cried, my family cried, his family cried, her family cried, and he cried. At first, I would say my tears were out of happiness for the bride and groom, I mean come on! It was a fun wedding with some interruptions for me, a great party all the way around. But later I realized, each time the DJ called all the couples to the floor, that I was no longer in a couple relationship. It was just me...and it sucked. I fucking miss being married. I miss having that someone beside me for those things. Don't get me wrong, I do not miss Joe. No, I am glad to be rid of him, I just miss the fun perks of being in a committed relationship. So...I guess I would say that I am jealous. No. Not guess. I am jealous. EXTREMELY!!! I just..miss it. I miss almost everything about it.
And of course, today is the 10th anniversary of the terrorist attacks on 9/11, so now those tears are for my memories of that day, and the people who lost their lives. I will never forget!
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