Exactly what it says in the title. It is day two of my blog and I just have so many things floating around in my head, and my brain feels a little heavy. So excuse me if this post feels like I am babbling. It happens.
I'm watching all these bridal shows today. Say yes to the dress, Bridezilla, Father of the Bride. As much as I love these shows and movie, it makes me think of my wedding. I loved my wedding, it was my dream. But my marriage didn't last, and that pisses me off. I used my dream wedding on a man I no longer love. I still remember it, all of it. It was a fabulous week and a half, but after it...after it was the downfall. He got fired! He got fired the day after we came back from our honeymoon!!!! What kind of shit is that?! I think I should have known then it wasn't going to last, but I didn't. I was faithful. I was hopeful. I was optimistic. I wanted everything to be perfect...and it wasn't. It was far from. And now, I have waisted my dream wedding and I can't ever have another one like it, and that pisses me off so freaking much!!!
Okay, that little rant is over...
So my cousin, Dave, and I are heading to Charlotte next month to spend the weekend. I am so excited about it. It is our good friend's birthday. Matt. He actually stood up for Joe at our wedding, but since he was my friend first, and he wants nothing to do with my soon to be ex-husband, he and I have decided to remain friends. Well his birthday is on the 15th, and since he is heading to Tenn. the weekend after, we are going up the weekend before to celebrate with him. I have told all my friends, so we are making plans to go to Osaka and have some yummy sushi, and great laughs! I am so excited about it!!! I'm even going to bring Vanessa. She needs a weekend out of Fayetteville.
I spent last night with Mom. We watched movies, ate pizza, and had a good time. Sine we are working, we don't get to spend much time together. Especially since I have to be at work at 6:30am, I am up early, so I go to bed early. I am still not a morning person, but I love my job, so I put up with getting up while it is still dark outside and working late. And Mom, well she works late a few nights a week, and goes to a restaurant on Wednesdays to have dinner with her friends. So generally when she is getting home, I am winding down from the day and getting ready to go to bed. Or I am at my grandparents' for dinner and conversation. It just happens that way. So we really don't get to spend a whole lot of time together. We had a few laughs last night. I teased her when she started falling asleep while sitting in her broken office chair. She played on her computer and I knitted. It was a good night. I tried to hang with her and stay up too late, but I couldn't do it. By 2am I was exhausted. I went to bed and passed out!
I am thinking today will be spent going through more boxes. I really need too. I need to find all my stuff. Everything is spread everywhere. I need to go to my storage building and get rid of the crap in there. Anyone want a kitchen table or a couch?
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