Yes, I know. I am the worst blogger ever, but for this particular one, its just really for my own thoughts. This will be short...probably. But hey, knowing me, I tend to ramble on and on until I find it is time to just....stop...
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I am officially divorced! I am super excited about that! I am rid of the asshole that is my now ex-husband. It is wonderful to not have to worry about being tied to him anymore. But then I think about the good times or I end up having a dream about him, and it pisses me off. I was so in love with him. Sometimes I wish that little bubble hadn't been popped. I can't help but miss him. He was a huge part of my life. He was my husband. I hate that I miss him sometimes. And then I think about the bad stuff. I think about the way he treated me. I think about the way he treated my family. And I think about the end of things, and I am sooooo glad that we are done.
I have been on a date recently, with another (not with the same guy) on Saturday around one. I like the first guy a lot. A couple things I would change about him, one is probably impossible to change, or at least, very expensive to change. But he is a super nice guy and we talk almost every day. It is kind of nice, even though he is separated from his wife and not looking for anything serious.
The other guy, I don't know. He seems a little more settled. But we will see. It is just a coffee date on Saturday.
